I am from a mainline protestant background. Dreams and
visions as answers to prayer were not really part of my liturgical upbringing.
Sure, in theory we acknowledged that God could work in this way, but in
practice we were cautious of the Pentecostals who claimed that God regularly
did such things. Working in PNG, where there is no line between the spiritual
and the physical world, and working in a non-denominational organisation of
many and varied backgrounds, I have learnt to accept and appreciate the
encouragement that God can give through dreams.
On my first night in Ubuo, the first night of the rest of my
life with the Kope, I had a strange and vivid dream. As I rarely remember my
dreams, it took me awhile to realise it had been a dream, not an actual occurrence
in the night. I will not outline the whole dream here, but summarise it as a
confirmation that although Satan could push and scare me he could not bite me,
that although I may not be aware of God’s presence I am always in it, and that
God had put good people into my life to help me on this new journey. This was a
hugely encouraging dream to have on the first night of something so new and so
big.
My mosquito net fortress. |
I have only told the details of the dream to a few people,
but one of these reminded me of it after a series of okay-in-the-end-but-nearly-dreadful
mishaps. She reminded me that although I can feel pushed about and scared, I am
not defeated, but protected. The mishaps has been that in one evening I had nearly
fallen and severely cut myself in the shower, nearly dropped a sharp knife on
my bare feet, nearly spilled boiling water down my leg and very nearly choked
on my dinner. Nearly, but not quite. The next evening a hive of bees moved into
the wall of my bathroom, which is a rather distressing discovery when one is in
the middle of showering. A day later, with some persuasion from citronella
smoke and pyrethrum poison, they swarmed off to a new home. I hid in my
mosquito net while the migration took place, scared of what that many bees
could do if angry, which they had reason to be, considering my campaign against
them. Once again, it was a case of nearly, but not quite. Although I had
thanked God for saving me from what could have been, it was my friend who
pointed out to me how this tied back to my dream of being pushed but not
harmed. It was a strange dream, but it continues to encourage me in strange and
scary times.
Me with some of the Goiravi women. Usually I walk home, but that week there was a king tide and the path between villages was underwater, so we took the dinghy instead. |
Another dream is one that was told to me by a friend when I
walked to Goiravi to do my weekly Bible study there. She said that the
previous night she had dreamed that she had seen me making three sago rolls to
give away. Seeing as I don’t make sago, we all thought this a bit funny. That
day though, there were only three women at the Bible study, when often there is
a crowd. As I thought on the dream, I realised that although I had not been
making sago, I had been preparing the Bible study, and I am part of the long
slow project to translate God’s word in to Kope. This is me preparing the bread
of life for the Kope people. Bread was a staple food in Jesus’ time; sago is
the staple food in Kope life. With three women at the Bible study that day, I
had effectively made three rolls of sago for them. I could easily have been
discouraged that only three women came when there is usually a crowd, but this
dream reminded me that the work I was doing was important, and that three had
been God’s plan for that day.
There are many dreams that are just our brains processing
life, but in some instances, they are a moment of insight and encouragement to
hold onto. These two dreams have been the latter to me.
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